sunken ship...

The ship had finally sank... Time to let go before or I'll be drowned...

Thought I could maintain this ship by just holding on tight... But all I could now is abandon ship...

Hopefully one day things will be sorted out between us...

Good nite and sweet dreams...

Fireworks!!!

There are fireworks for the NTU 50th anniversary celebration and we weren't informed about it!!! aaarrggghhhh....

Only managed to catch a glimpse of it from outside my room... *sob sob*

I love fireworks... I love the magical moments that the fireworks give. So beautiful, but yet disappear so fast too...

It's so nice to catch fireworks together with your loved one and how you wish that the fireworks will never ends...

Ede's Dance Performance

Today is a happy day for me. *wee*

I went to Ede's Dance Performance at Raffles Hotel, Jubilee Hall, organised by her dance studio. I must say, she really really dance very well... *clap hands*

Really make me wonder should I go and learn dancing or not too... haha... cannot lah... if me go learn ah sure dance like a bear wan... The only reason why I don't join "superstar" or "cai hua" is that I cannot dance!!



Taken before the performance...



Aiping, Guowei and me are there to support her...



Look at these cute little dancers... It will be nice if Cheri also learn dancing next time too...

"Why you look so sad??"

Seems like I've been blogging a lot of the sad moments in my life... Definitely life is good and why I only blog about sad things? Wonder wonder why? Now everyone will think that I'm a loser... LOSER!!! LOSER!!! hahahaha....

Think about it, the only happy things I blogged about are the wonderful experiences I had during my exchange program at Sydney, Australia. Really missed those days in Sydney...

Final year liao.... dunno why, feeling super stress now. Other than my school work, FYP, think I'm carrying some other burdens that I'm not willing to let go yet...

ppl: "why you look so sad??"

me: "issit?? no lah... tired looking lah... final year mah... stress lor..."

Eating lots of chocolates these days... But seems useless...

Miss your "twinkling" eyes

I was trying to talk to you, but we seem so distant. So sad that we can no longer talk the way we used to be.

Miss your smile, miss your jokes, miss the “blinking” stars and miss your “twinkling” eyes... Missing you...

sad and moody again

Today is a wet and rainy day. Raining since early morning. It’s a good time to sleep but I was wide awake and ready to go for my lectures. Sighz...

Think I got blogged before that rainy days make me sad and moody... dunno why... Maybe it’s the rain or the cold weather... Just dunno...

Sighz...

K’sen celebrated Yuting birthday tonight. Make her into a walking “cake”... haha... We were trying to make Lanpei dirty too... But in the end, me also kanna all the eggs and flours too... (as usual) Xp

What's Your Personality Type?

Your #1 Match: ISFP

The Artist You are a gifted artist or musician (though your talents may be dormant right now). You enjoy spending your free time in nature, and you are good with animals and children. Simply put, you enjoy bueaty in all its forms and live for the simple pleasures in life. Gentle, sensitive, and compassionate - you are good at recognizing people's unspoken needs. You would make a good veterinarian, pediatrician, or composer.

Your #2 Match: ISTP

The Mechanic You are calm and collected, even in the most difficult of situations. A person of action and self-direction, you love being independent. To outsiders yous eem impulsive, surprising, and unpredictable. You are good at understanding how all things work, except for people. You would make an excellent pilot, forensic pathologist, or athlete.

Your #3 Match: ESFP

The Performer You are a natural performer and happiest when you're entertaining others. A great friend, you are generous, fun-loving and optimistic. You love to laugh - and you like almost all people equally. You accept life as it is, and you do your best to make each day fantastic. You would make a good actor, designer, or counselor.

Your #4 Match: INFP

The Idealist You are creative with a great imagination, living in your own inner world. Open minded and accepting, you strive for harmony in your important relationships. It takes a long time for people to get to know you. You are hesitant to let people get close. But once you care for someone, you do everything you can to help them grow and develop. You would make an excellent writer, psychologist, or artist.

Your #5 Match: ISFJ

The Nurturer You have a strong need to belong, and you very loyal. A good listener, you excell at helping others in practical ways. In your spare time, you enjoy engaging your senses through art, cooking, and music. You find it easy to be devoted to one person, who you do special things for. You would make a good interior designer, chef, or child psychologist.

What's Your Personality Type?

One week passed...

Well... It's been a week since we last talked to each other...

hmm... finally picks up the courage to msg her... Didn't talk much, just ask about the ticket for the sunday dance performance...

Her reply brighten up my day... at least she's willing to reply...

Looking forward for sunday to arrive... =)

Heaveno Knows

I was looking at the lyrics of "Heaven Knows" by Rick Price.

Did some slight modification to it...

You're always on my mind.
From the time I wake up,
Till I close my eyes
your're everywhere I go
you're all I know
And though you're so far away,
It just keeps getting stronger
everyday
And even now you're gone
I'm still holding on
So tell me, where do I start
'Cause it's breakin' my heart
Don't wanna let you go
Maybe my love will
Come back someday
Only Heaven knows
And maybe our hearts
Will find a way
But only Heaven knows
And all I can do
Is hope and pray
'Cause Heaven knows

Never a player

"So you are just playing lah?"

Wah... that is a very hurting sentence man... Should had just rebuked it... but dunno why... I just kept slient...

You don't even know me!!! You got no rights to say that!!!

Just wanna say that I isn't, wasn't and never a player...

NOT last time, NOT now and NOT in the future!!!

Playing 我是真的付出我的爱 by 周华健

You make me feel brand new

Playing "You make me feel brand new" by Simply Red.

Foolish me...

"People cannot gain anything without sacrificing something. You must present something of equivalent value to gain something. That is the principle of equivalent trade in alchemy." - Full Metal Alchemist.

Watching this anime called "Full Metal Alchemist". Find this quote very meaningful.

I sacrificed my true feeling and gain nothing at all... seems that the equivalent trade doesn't hold.

I never felt so hurt so hurt before. Blaming myself now for being foolish... foolish for breaking the most basis trust a friendship should have.

Who to blame but myself... Maybe I'll never forgive myself.... Things will never be the same anymore...

end of the road

Reached the end of the road... Crashed and burnt...

one-way street

Travelling alone on a one-way street all these while... silly me...

I deserved it!!

I was sitting happily on cloud 9 when all the sudden, a hole appeared and I fell through it and hit die hard on the ground. *feeling dead now*

Never felt so hurt so hurt before. Maybe I'm putting too much hope this time. Maybe I'm more serious this time. Maybe if I never been naughty, things might not happened this way. Maybe and maybe...

Who to blame but myself. I deserved it!!

Should have let the fire slowly heat up. Now fire too strong and got myself burnt.

A sad ending of a budding magical fairy tale... :(

PS: never felt that the love songs in my playlist are so sad before...

playing 我真的受伤了 by 张学友

Photos Part 3

There's always time for K'sen group photo!!! K'sen Rockz....



haha... that 4 girls are trying to act cute again.... Xp



Edeline enjoying herself during the bash....



It's us again...

Photos Part 2

It seems that I can only attach 5 photos for each post...


That's Qingxian, our pageant boy...



WOW!!!



These girls are trying hard to act cute.... hahaha....



Last year hall king and queen...



Presenting the new hall king and queen!!

Hall 8 DnD 2005

Finally, it's hall 8 Dinner and Dance 2005!!

This year, there are some slight changes to our hall DnD, from the usual hotels, the venue had change to a club (Gotham Penthouse), and the dress code is smart,stylish, casual!! Initially planned to wear my suit for this DnD, but since it's casual, cannot wear it liao...

I really enjoyed this DnD and just to tell everyone that our pageant girl for K'sen, Xuewei, had won the Hall Queen title!! It's quite a surprise as she wasn't the hot favourite before the pageant today...

Well... It's a happy day today again... through received quite a sad sms message this afternoon, the night was good and I really enjoyed her company each and every moments... :-D Things are starting to get warm up and I hoped that this feeling will last forever...

Okie, okie... time of some photos....


While waiting for cab...



We are ready for chiobus!!!



Edeline and me... Xp



The theme for this year DnD...



That's Xuewei, our pageant girl!! Pretty? Cute?

someone to share

Sometime things can just happens in a magical way...

Today is a day to be joyful...

Can say to be one of the happiest moments in my life...

K for K'sen KTV

Went Party World KTV with K'sen, my FOC clan. We started singing at 12 midnight and ended at 4am!! After that a few of us went for MacDonald breakfast before we headed back hall to sleep. Played a stupid game with Lanpei, ie. whoever sleep first before we reach NTU will have to buy a packet of twister fries to the other person. Both of us just not willing to sleep and in the end, both of us don't get twister fries for free.... hahaha...



All ready to go Party World Orchard.



We booked the super VIP room. Look!! Very big room hor...



After the KTV session. It's breakfast time!!



Finally, the MRT station had opened... Time to go back to ZZZZzzzzz....

Mum and Baby

That's my sister and baby Cheri... Xp

Baby Cheri

That's my newborn niece, Cheri Chin Xinyi... Very cute hor... look.. she's smiling at everyone... hee...

Thinking of baby Cheri always make me smile... =)

It had been a long time...

yup... it had been a long time since I last written something on my blog. I almost forgot what is my username and password. I got to try a few usernames before I got it correct and logged into the dashboard to write this entry. haha...

Dunno why suddenly felt like written this down. It's 6am in the morning but I just couldn't sleep. Maybe is the Teh Tarik I drank or there're some thoughts in my mind that causes me to stay awake. really dunno....

Lots of things had happened since I last blog in april... things like end of my IA, recovery of my pinky, my Pulau Tioman trip, start of FYP, moving back to hall 8, going to FOC, getting to know lots of new frens, start of school, the birth of my niece, Cheri, etc...

Everytime I'm felt like blogging some of my thoughts and feeling, laziness sure comes in and stop me from doing so. It's like I feel like going to church every sunday morning, but I'm always lazy to wake up 8:30am on sunday morning to attend the service... sighz...

Been talking a lot with kevin in the car about our life. Everytime we send each other back home that we'll talked in the car for 1-2 hrs about the problems we faced everyday. Btw, for ppl who dunno, Kevin is a very good fren and buddy of mine...

It is through these talks with him that sometime make me realised about my strength and weakness I had in my characters. Decisiveness is something that I need to strengthen and being willing to express my thought is also what I need to work on. Also realised that been a good and kind-hearted man can sometime be easily "eaten" by the ppl around you... like wat ppl says... "hao ren nan zuo"...

It's 6:30am liao... guess I should start trying to sleep liao...